This is a boring blog

This blog is not meant to entertain. Its not meant for nagging or ranting about typical daily life or what movie I just watched yesterday. Its only serving its unique purpose to exist as a trail to someone's life. It may not touch anybody's life as few people walk along this path. To many its just a boring blog without any fancy pictures. Yes it is. Lol.

Superman

For the first time in my life, I feel like Clark Kent. I just don't know why. Maybe the time has finally come for me to open myself up to the world. Just like Japan after the Shogun era. Just like China during the Opium war where it open its ports to foreigners.

For just a month after stepping into the workforce, at times I felt distant from my friends. As everyone is either preoccupied with work or commitment, the chances to meet are rather low. That is a strong reason to break off from this cycle. It certainly is.

Owners weekend

Three owners came down to Melaka to meet Bryan. Voon , Nizam and Jack Tan. I find Nizam and Voon a very well developed people which I could learn a lot from. Success and easy will never be linked together. I'm also somehow awaken something within me. Somebody deliberately hurt my pride. Somehow , I suddenly don't feel like losing anymore.

I've discovered a fear within me. Commitment. No wonder I failed my previous business. No wonder I didn't do well in relationships. It's time to commit to something. To commit in building and developing myself.

the first light

Oh finally..the first sale. The personal best. A week without sale is indeed not motivating. The secret is learn how to have fun without thinking of the sale. Ironic isn't it?

the lowest point of my life

There are many low points in my life. I'm not trying to nag but this the least I can do to keep on track with my goals and dreams. Sometimes, when the decisions I made are not identical or similar to people around you, it makes you wonder " Am I doing the right one?" or" Will this work for me ??" It's the Jones Theory.

When I reached the point where I'm doubtful of myself, I keep asking myself the following question.

1. Why am I doing this? 10 reasons min.
Answer :
#1 : I want to be able to explore my hidden potential and talents. Eg: music, manga and foreign language, martial art

#2 : To stay in Japan for a few years. Still thinking of the location. I need lots of money.

#3 : Travel to the following places and make lots of friends there. With family.
Australia, NZ, Hong Kong and Paris

#4 : To live a well balanced life. Eg : relationship, family, career, spiritual and emotional.

#5 : Go to Wudang for 6 months to learn kung-fu.

#6 : Have a nice and expensive property at the seaside.

#7 : Donate $100,000 a year to charity. WWF and children education.

#8 : Want to work in an animation studio and direct a short movie.

2. What I want to get in 1 weeks?
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3. What I want to get in 1 month?
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4.What I want to get in 3 month?
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5.What I want to get in 6 month?
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6.What I want to get in 1 year?
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7. How am I suppose to achieve it?
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